On Top of the World -- Part II-- Less Than Nothing

Warnings: Definitely NSFW :)


Once the door of Jesse’s apartment closed behind them, Lau pulled him close for another kiss, so tender and sweet that it was tempting to just forget that anything was wrong. “Tell me something,” Jesse whispered. “And be honest.” Lau just kept kissing him, moving on from his lips down to his jaw, then to his neck. It was getting difficult to focus, but Jesse persisted. “Did you just change your mind, or did you change your mind for me?”


Lau paused mid-kiss, hovering just above the soft spot near Jesse’s collarbone. “Why does it matter?”

“No reason,” Jesse lied. “Like I said, I wouldn’t want to hold you back.”

Lau hesitated for just a moment too long, and Jesse noticed. Then he sighed and said: “Just changed my mind. You know,” he chuckled. “To tell you the truth, that whip kinda really hurt.”

Jesse raised his eyebrows. “Really? Then why did you just let them do it?”

Lau gave a noncommittal shrug. “People were watching. It wouldn’t be hardcore.”

“So you didn’t even enjoy it?” Jesse said, hopeful.

“Sure I did. It’s something new. Right?”

“Right.” Jesse looked up, and their eyes met. Lau grinned at him, but there was tenderness in his gaze— just like back in the bar, right before those damned three words. Jesse didn’t want to look away from those honey-colored eyes.

He sighed. “Anyway. You want some ointment for your back or something?”

 “That would be really nice.”

Jesse went to the bathroom cabinets where he kept the ointment gel, and took his time looking for the little tube, glad that Lau couldn’t see that he was blinking away tears. He glanced back at Lau who stripped off his mesh shirt, baring his injured back, and stretched out on the couch.

As Jesse spread the gel over the welts on Lau’s back, he lay still, sighing contentedly and all but purring under Jesse’s hands. Jesse massaged his shoulders and Lau closed his eyes in bliss. Funny thing, Jesse thought as he brushed strands of red hair out of the way. Lau had this way of making you feel on top of the world one moment, and less than nothing the next… and before you knew it, here you were on top of the world all over again.

He leaned down and kissed Lau’s lower back. A shiver of pleasure coursed through his body, and Jesse reached to Lau’s side and slid down the zipper that held the vinyl skirt in place. Lau lifted up his hips, and Jesse tugged the zipper down the rest of the way and got rid of the skirt. Now he was straddling Lau’s naked thighs, with his ass smooth and perfect like a peach right in front on him. Jesse resumed kissing, his fingertips trailing down Lau’s ass crack. Lau moaned softly and spread his legs a little wider, as much as the couch would allow.

Jesse shifted on top of him. His skintight PVC pants were becoming a little too skintight. “Lau?” he whispered.

“Hmmm.” Lau glanced at him over his shoulder. “Let’s move this to the bedroom?”

“Yeah.” Jesse felt himself flush, trying to think of how to say what he wanted to say next. “Um… I was wondering… can I, um…”

He let his fingertip linger on Lau’s asshole and circled it gently. Lau shuddered with pleasure. “Can you top, you mean?”

“Yeah. Can I top?”

The sound of the words on his lips made him fully hard in an instant. Lau twisted around on the couch, and Jesse lifted himself up to give him room to roll over onto his back. He braced himself for a no, but Lau only pulled Jesse on top of him and kissed him, hard and passionate. “You can fuck me, ride me, pound me into the mattress. Whatever you want.”

It didn’t take them long to get to the bed. Lau peeled off Jesse’s PVC pants, tossed them aside and stretched out on his stomach between Jesse’s legs. Jesse’s breath caught in his throat when Lau took his cock in his mouth, all the way in until Jesse could swear he felt the back of his throat. Lau’s head bobbed up and down as he worked Jesse’s shaft with his lips. Lau’s tongue lapped skillfully around his cock-head, and Jesse gripped the sheets under him as hard as he could, trying to keep himself from blowing his load before they even started. Lau must have sensed it, too, because he laughed softly and let go of his cock. Jesse watched as he took a condom from the nightstand, tore open the package… and then, Jesse wasn’t sure exactly how he did it, but one minute he put the condom to his lips and the next he slipped it over Jesse’s erect cock with his mouth. He looked up and grinned innocently. Jesse decided he would not waste any time asking him where he learned that, especially since he guessed he might not like the answer.

Meanwhile, Lau took the bottle of lube off the nightstand, and Jesse watched with building anticipation as a crystal clear drop landed on the tip of his cock. Its cold made him shudder at first, but Lau’s hands, feverishly warm as always, rubbed it over his cock with slow, hard strokes. 

Jesse lifted himself up on his elbows, awkward, wondering how he was going to do it. At the very thought his heart started beating like crazy, and a tingle of pleasure raced down his spine.

Lau straddled him, leaned in close until Jesse felt his hard-on press into his stomach. “What do I do?” Jesse murmured in his ear.

“Nothing. Let me.”

“I want to make it good for you,” Jesse protested feebly.

Lau pressed his finger to Jesse’s lips. “It is good. It’s you.”

Jesse felt Lau’s fingers squeeze his cock at the base, then Lau’s thighs flexed on each side of him, and he felt smooth, firm, hot flesh nudge at the tip of his cock-head as Lau lowered himself onto him.

 Jesse’s eyes widened. The tight grip of Lau’s asshole on his cock was almost too much for him to handle, the sensation too intense. On top of him, Lau let out a sigh of pure bliss, his eyelids lowered over his eyes, and his cheeks flushed pink. It’s me, Jesse thought, a little incredulous, unable to look away from the lovely sight. I’m doing this to him. Lau moved on top of him, slowly at first, as if he knew that Jesse needed a few moments to get used to the rhythm. Still, it took Jesse all the willpower he could muster to keep himself just on the edge of the orgasm.

Lau leaned down, hugging Jesse close. His torso was incredibly warm, a touch damp with sweat, and Jesse could feel his heart pounding against his ribs.

“Fuck,” Jesse gasped. “Don’t stop. It’s… good. It’s fucking good.”

Lau wrapped his arms around him and rolled him over. Jesse was on top now, and Lau rocked against him, meeting his thrusts. Jesse braced himself, leaning on his arms, but the pleasure was so intense that his whole body trembled with the effort of holding back. Lau kissed his neck, making soft half-whimpers, half-moans with every thrust, and Jesse felt Lau’s cock become slick with pre-come, hot and throbbing, trapped between their bodies as they moved together. Lau’s breath quickened, every muscle in his gorgeous body tightened. He slipped his hand between them and started stroking his cock, hard and fast.

The sight of it took Jesse over the edge. He thrust hard all the way into Lau’s ass, groaning as his vision exploded with white stars. Under him, Lau screamed and shuddered, and for a fraction of a second Jesse was terrified that he’d hurt him somehow, but then he felt Lau’s body pulse around his cock and the thick, hot jet of his come spilling all over Lau’s stomach and his own.

He collapsed on top of Lau, shuddering with aftershocks that seemed to last for a small eternity. Lau took him in his arms, held him close, and Jesse was so warm and comfortable he never wanted it to end, even despite the sweat and sticky mess and tangled, knotty sheets under them.

They lay there without moving for a few more peaceful minutes, catching their breath. Then, out of nowhere, Lau said:

“Although admit it. You kind of liked what you saw, didn’t you?”

Jesse stirred. “What do you mean?”

“Me being whipped on stage. I bet you were thinking, let that bastard get what he deserves.” He laughed softly and stroked Jesse’s back.

“No. Not at all. I just thought it was stupid and dangerous.” Jesse didn’t really feel like talking about it. Especially not at a blissful moment like this one.

Lau shrugged. “Not even a small part of you, deep down?”

“No! Stop it.”

“Then you really are unlike anyone I’ve ever been with.”

The words echoed in Jesse’s mind, and he remembered something from earlier that disastrous evening. Before he could think better of it, he spoke up:

“That thing you said back at the club. Did you really mean it?”

There was a pause. Jesse almost thought Lau had dosed off, but then he answered:

“What thing?”

Jesse stiffened in his arms. Self-control was returning to him, and with it, self-consciousness. “You said something… back at the bar. Before you almost went with those two.”

He felt his face redden, and was afraid to look at Lau.

“Oh, God, I was so drunk. I must have talked all kinds of crazy. What was it I said? Was it too embarrassing?”

Jesse sighed. And there it was again, just like that. From top of the world to less than nothing in a millisecond.

“Nothing. Never mind.”